I have a head spinning with mixed emotions. First off, I'll start with the good news
OMG SWEENEY TODD WAS AMAZING. I saw it with my mum on tuesday night, and it was incredible. One my favourite movies of ALL TIME. It was brilliant...The story, characters, music,twists...AND THE BLOOD! I must admitt I as nervous coming into the cinema, but the throat slicing was'nt all that bad. The blood was made to stand out with the dark backgrounds, so it was'nt horrifying...it was actually quite funny in one part. My gawsh....the music......I fell in love with it. especially considering Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter werent proffessional singers. HIS VOOOOIIIIIIICCCCCCCCEEEEEE. He is amazing. My favourite actor for sure

He's so talented. He's hot even as a murderous, bloodthirsty demon barber XD
I urge you to see this XD If you're a fan of Tim Burtons classics like the Corpse Bride, you'll love this. BUY THE DVD NNNNOOOWWWW. ^_^ Its most likely out in America already XD AUSSIESARESOSLOW!!!!! XD
Ok, back to the real world. I've been SLIGHTLY down lately, and when I mean slightly, I dont mean depressed or sad, I mean a mixture of things. Mostly to do with school...but fortunately I sorted SOME of it out today, so I'm a little better. It was to do with my friends....and how people change. Some of the MOST AWESOME PEEPS IN THE WHOLE WORLD turn into...well, I'd rather not say. But I am so lucky to have at least a few of them who have not changed and understand how I feel. I will love and remember them for that

The other bad thing in my life at the moment is this guy...I know he's been liking me for a while...so he asked me out. What was I gonna say? so I said yes....but I dont like him in that way. He's too shy (he wont even look me in the eye!) and I'm being pressured by my friends...they say embarassing things while he's around me, like "ooohh! give her a kiss!" and "go hang out with him, not with us!" and it's really starting to piss me off. What if I want to hang out with my friends instead of being with some guy who's to shy to say anything? I really want to tell him that I dont like him without hurting his feelings and without my friends and others chucking a huge psycho at me. Technically I would'nt consider it "going out." Its pretty pathetic how people classify a "relationship" nowadays. At home I'm single...but at school I'm expected to hang out with I guy who I dont even like? I need help. I cant carry on like this...I'll eventually break down or something XDDDD Ergh. I dont know what to do or who to talk to.
I'm really lucky that I can share this with my friends here on DA....You guys are brilliant

But I left the worst thing till last

This is hard for me to say. I want to quit. The only thing I'm holding onto is my friends here. My art stinks at the moment, I dont update, and I hardly comment any more. If I do quit, I will definately return later when I'm more experienced with photoshop, DA and basically all art stuff in general. I feel like I'm wasting a part of my life on this computer. I want a new account...where I'll actually update stuff? So Umm, I'll probably be quitting soon. if not soon, later. But I'll definately come back. And I'll be around to check up on you okies? I really love you guys. please say something lol XD
If you read this whole thing, you're a true friend
